Evening World,
I created this post several month ago. I think this post have to remain here, in Lingga Lingua
Tonight, i just want to express my feeling of what i have done in this past two years. Everybody made mistakes, and i am one of them. Doesn't matter if it takes five minutes, or five years, but if you do from the bottom of your heart, it will make you understand.
As you guys know that me and my fiancee, Arum, had been through our relationship for two years in joy and sadness. But, in past two years, i feel like i was too selfish. I often neglected her feelings, i didn't care of her effort to makes me happy, and i often made her cry. Most of you think that i am a bad guy, a bad husband.
Life is a wheel. When i'm at the bottom, i'll spin it so i can climb to the top, like i did last week. As The Magical Week had been created by Arum, at the same time i also feel the same magical week. I think it was started on our 2 years anniversary at February 25th, i felt like i'm losing her, she's so far away from me, and a haven't done anything yet. Then something changed me and told me to do something big. Soon at the evening, i text her the engagement proposal, and she was really happy and accepted my offer. By tomorrow, we go bought our engage ring at Blok M Plaza, and at that time, a made my promise to myself that i will change. I won't be selfish again, i will love her from the bottom of my heart, i will take care of her with all cost, and i will marry her next year, so nobody can mess up with her.
It was a week since i made my promise and a really proud of myself. I can see a bright visual of my future with her, my bright career path, and our love life. I'm so proud to have her. Dear God, I really grateful and thankful that You gave me an amazing wife. Dear god, the only thing i asked of You is to hold her when i'm not around, and when i'm much too far away. Dear God, please lead her way and guide her all the time. Dear God, please send her my whisper that i love her all the time.
These words aren't intend to dominating you, but i just want to share my experience and spread the words that "everyone have their turning point, and with true love, you can find your own way."
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